In
John’s Gospel Mary arrives alone, she alone is the first to see the good news,
first to see the stone slid away, first too to tell of this marvelous thing…
But,
I don’t think she saw the marvel yet, instead it was just one more thing. One
more sign of death and defeat.
The
pious and the powerful killed her Lord and Friend and now they pushed for one
more indignity—a desecrated tomb…
So
she goes and tells Peter, and he and the other disciple run off and leave her,
a foot race more meaningful—it seems--than comforting a sister, comforting
Mary…
Ouch…
just another twist of the knife, another reminder that she’s without him…
without him the community doesn’t care for each other… without
him… without him…
She
follows after, and arrives in time for the two disciples to head back home… and
there she is, YET AGAIN!, alone outside an abandoned grave….
It’s enough to make you cry... He’s been taken,
he’s been taken,
he’s been taken…
“Why are you weeping?” the angels ask
“He’s
been taken.”
“Why are you weeping?” Jesus asks.
“He’s
been taken.”
But
then, her name…
the voice…
the man was not the gardener
—that man was no man, that was her Teacher, that man was Jesus!
And
with that, she returns yet again to her fellow disciples, she becomes the
Apostle to the Apostles, the first herald of the resurrection, her lips the
first lips to launch the Gospel—the first messenger of Easter!
Then
there is the mysterious beloved disciple
—who is often identified with Lazarus, the brother of Mary and
Martha, who Jesus brought back to life
—this Beloved Disciple, is already filled with hope,
perhaps because he’s already seen the other side and knows that Jesus is Lord
of Life, and Death shall not hold sway over him…
Yes,
this hope is the engine that vaults him passed Peter, arriving
first.
This hope in
new life through Jesus is the stuff that makes him see and believe
—he is able to look at an empty tomb and folded napkin and trust
that they are signs of resurrection.
This
hope allows him to return home, satisfied.
As
upheld by hope as the beloved disciple was, Peter was weighed down with guilt
--he had denied Jesus three times, and that experience holds him
down just as Lazarus’ experience of leaving the tomb lifted him up.
Peter
is 2nd in this race with the Beloved Disciple to the Tomb. He’s
the first to look in and see, but his guilt keeps his eyes from seeing and
believing
—keeps him from taking the empty tomb to mean resurrection.
His
eyes are still closed, he leaves heavier than he came
—heavier until that last moment, when Mary proclaims to him this
thing that he saw without seeing—
“I have seen the Lord.”
Three
different experiences of the risen Christ.
-Mary keeping on keeping on, checking on the body, doing the
work that must be done despite the cloud of sorrow that had swallowed her up
—the fog of grief,
the tears of weeping
—from this solid sorrow…
Joy, sweet and strong,
springs into her life.
-Peter, racked with guilt, unable to see the most momentous
occasion in human history
—but then when it is spoken to him by Mary, and even more so
when Jesus speaks to him a few weeks later
—forgiveness is assure, this guilt is taken away.
-The Beloved Disciple, living in hopeful anticipation, that all
dear Jesus had said will come to pass, finds that trust he had
given to Jesus confirmed, strengthened by simple signs there.
Three
ways the resurrection, Easter, touched them, made them whole, ushered them into
the ages of ages, even life eternal.
Hopefully
their testimonies from so long ago can still help us today…
help us read our own story,
tell our own story,
in such a way that we see how the life given to us by Jesus, the
resurrected life we continue to share with him, shapes our story.
- Like the Beloved
Disciple, we can look at our life and ask, “What are my deepest hopes?”
- Like
Peter, we can look at our story and ask, “What holds me down with
guilt?”
- Like
Mary, we can be honest, and respond to the question, “What are the sorrows
in my life?”
We
can also ask,
“How am I keeping on keeping on?”
“How have I found Gospel in that?”
“Who needs to hear the Gospel?”
“How can I announce ‘I have seen the Lord!’?”
And
like these earliest of Christians, Jesus is here for us with new life, with
forgiveness, joy, affirmation of your faith
—your story is and can be… undergirded, soaked, held fast,
interweaved… with new life.
Each
one of you here today, everyone within the sound of my voice
—you each have a story of resurrection to tell, to experience, to anticipate,
to hope for, to find your footing upon, to put your trust in.
Kenneth
and Keith—you will be more fully joined to that story today through your
baptism—entering into Christ’s death and resurrection through the waters of
baptism.
Your life will be forever different
—set on a pathway that promise life eternal,
a path of discipleship
—following after Jesus Christ.
A
pathway containing low points of sorrow and guilt, yes,
but also paved in hope, joy, and forgiveness… maybe even
that you might speak as Mary spoke, “I have seen the Lord.”
And that’s what I
pray for all of us today
-Sorrow turned to Joy
-Guilt giving way to forgiveness
-Hope attained.
Alleluia. Christ is risen. Christ is risen indeed. Alleluia.
What Are We Doing Here? by Marilynne Robinson