Such
a vision—seeing God enthroned, robe outstretched like glory, filling the
temple. Fiery angels, Serephs, who are overawed by God, struck like a match off
of God’s holiness—that same holiness that they sing of, “Holy Holy Holy, truly
the Lord God’s glory fills completely the cosmos!” Their song overwhelming like
earthquake and volcano, a wildfire upon the great heavenly altar!
What
can a human do faced with the divine? How can our faults not be so obvious in
the face of the Faultless?
And
yet, that too is taken care of… from the billowing heat of the altar a coal
transforms Isaiah, his lips—the lips he shall use to speak to God’s people—are
transformed like gold is transformed—purified, all that is dross falls away,
gold alone remains, all that is rough is removed, diamond alone sparkle with
the light of God.
He
hears God calling to him, “whom shall I send? Who will go?”
And,
these lips, now joined to the holiness of the heavenly temple reply, “Here am
I; send me!”
And
Isaiah spends the remainder of his life warning the people of danger, of troubles
not only immediate—the Assyrians who will disperse the 10 tribes, but in the
works, the larger Eastern Empire rising, Babylon, who will end the earthly
temple and destroy the Davidic dynasty.
Imagine
that, just look at the strange calling of Isaiah, “shut their eyes, make them
dull, keep them from turning and being healed, until all that remains of what
was great is a stump.” Not until Jerusalem is burning and whole classes of
people are being carted away does his message make sense.
Just
as Isaiah confessed his sinfulness and weakness before he could receive those
holy lips, so too his nation had to be humbled before God did a new thing.
Or
consider Peter.
The
Lord hijacks his boat to escape the crowds and preach the word.
The
Lord, this carpenter, tells him how to do his job, has him fish funny, putting
down his nets at the wrong time and in the wrong place, and yet a bounty, more
fish than one boat could hold, if you look carefully, more than two boats can
hold safely!
That’s
when Peter gets the message Jesus was preaching in the synagogue—“The Spirit of
the Lord is upon me, because he has
anointed me to bring good news to the poor. He has sent me to proclaim release
to the captives and recovery of sight to the blind, to let the oppressed go
free, to proclaim the year of the Lord’s favor.”
Peter
didn’t get it in the Synagogue. Peter didn’t get it when Jesus healed Peter’s
Mother-in-law. Peter didn’t get it when Jesus turned Peter’s house into a hospital
and psych ward for everyone in Capernaum and the region of Galilee.
But
catchin’ fish… that does it for him. He confesses, like Isaiah, of his own
inadequacy—he humbles himself, “Go away, I am a sinner.”
But
Jesus quells his fear and calls him again, using more fishy language, “You will
now fish for people.”
And
that did it, he received his calling, said in effect, “Here I am, send me.” And
he followed after Jesus…
Followed
him through healing and preaching and trial and denial and execution and
mourning and resurrection and joy and proclamation and imprisonment and if tradition
holds executed by the Romans for holding fast to his faith.
Or
consider Paul, puffed up and zealous—utterly convinced of his rightness, that
these “People of the Way”, these earliest Christians, must be stopped; must die
if need be!
Utterly convinced, until he was
overturned, blinded on the Road to Damascus, face to face with the one the Way
worshipped, this Jesus the Messiah. From there taken care of by the very people
he hunted and hounded and hurt and persecuted, transformed into a man who can
call himself “the least of the apostles” and recognize his new calling, this
new humility, as a gift from God. Able to throw up his hands, recognizing his
folly and confess, “I am what I am.”
Yes, 180 degrees wrong on what God was doing in Jesus Christ.
Yes, I now confess that the Messiah died, was buried, and rose, and this is in line with scripture.
Yes, he continued to work through the Spirit to empower his followers.
Yes, that includes me!
Yes, 180 degrees wrong on what God was doing in Jesus Christ.
Yes, I now confess that the Messiah died, was buried, and rose, and this is in line with scripture.
Yes, he continued to work through the Spirit to empower his followers.
Yes, that includes me!
Dramatically
confronted by Jesus, he is transformed and called, and eventually can say “Here
I am, send me.”
And
sent he was, preaching throughout Asia and Europe, writing to communities far
and near, dreaming even of preaching in far off Spain. His calling planted
seeds for a worldwide church, people of the way throughout the world!
Or
consider yourselves.
Yes,
you live in a society where following Jesus is treated like a hobby, faith like
a leisure activity instead of a matter of death and life.
Yes, the Church that once was is quickly becoming a stump, crouched and humbled.
Yes, it can feel like the world is so big and each one of us is so small that maybe even a calling from God won’t do so very much…
Yes, the Church that once was is quickly becoming a stump, crouched and humbled.
Yes, it can feel like the world is so big and each one of us is so small that maybe even a calling from God won’t do so very much…
Yet
the faith is a matter of death and
life. Crouched and humbled is when tendrils of new growth come and God does a
new thing. Fisher people and those of unclean lips, and even enemies of the
church, called by God, can be called to do the unimaginable.
We
are still called to write letters, tell the truth even when it won’t be heard
for generations, transform the prows of our boats into pulpits and tell God’s
story in words that people today can hear!
Humbled
and expectant we can still respond to God’s calling with, “Here I am, send me.”
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