Wednesday, April 16, 2025

Sermon: What an Odd Meal!

 It’s easy to gloss over the story John tells,

to rush passed details to get to the Maundy of Maundy Thursday
—the Mandate, the Command,
the Law—the Law of Love!
“I give you a new commandment,
love one another just as I have loved you,
so that they shall know that you are my disciples.”

          But, if we tarry for a time,
take in some details,
we’ll notice just how strange the whole thing is
—what an odd meal…

Prayer

 

On several occasions I’ve had the privilege of participating in Passover
—sitting down to a Seder meal with Jewish neighbors and friends.
One such meal sticks out in my mind…

 

I was in Jerusalem with an Israeli scholar-friend one Passover,
and got to join him and some of his college buddies in a somewhat impromptu Seder.

-We met at a public park in Jerusalem …
it wasn’t entirely clear to me that it was open…

-the Haggadah—the order of service,
instead of using Hebrew Scripture,
used quotes from the poet Rilke,

-midway through the meal,
someone antagonized me about why we Christians scrubbed all the Jewish names from the New Testament
(you know Miriam becomes Mary,
Yeshua HaMeshiak becomes Jesus Christ,
Shimon becomes Peter)

-and finally, an argument broke out about how to end the service…
is it appropriate to say,
“Next year in Jerusalem”
or not…
especially when you’re literally in Jerusalem.

I kinda stumbled out of the whole thing thinking,
 “What a weird meal!”
What just happened?
Well, that was odd!

And I imagine the Disciples had a similar experience,
at the end of the last supper…
what an odd meal.

 

The meal is a pre-emptive Passover meal
—at least in John’s Gospel
—because for John, Jesus has to die as the Passover Lambs are slaughtered
—because he is the Lamb of God who takes away the Sin of the Whole World…

So, this meal is Passover, and not Passover,
Different, but the same.
It has a flavor of the event, but is its own event.
There is an order to Passover—but this thing,
there isn’t a familiar beat to it
—its something else,
uncomfortably so.

Uncomfortable too,
the blossoming betrayal building
—Judas seated there with the other disciples
—deceptive in his partaking of this meal
—or maybe like the Pre-Passover, it is a pre-deceit,
a horrible experience, like that moment before a fall,
when you feel the ground give way,
when your sense of balance shouts out, “Oh no!”

 

And halfway through the meal,
the Host, the Teacher, the Lord,
he strips and kneels and takes the form of a slave
—washing his guest’s, student’s, disciple’s feet.

Disgusting insists Peter.
Not you! My Lord, My Teacher!
Not you!

And after a back and forth
—Peter does what he always does
—He’s all out
Or he’s all in.

Remember, he’s the Disciple who throws himself off the boat while still clothed,

He stands on the waves and then he sinks.
“Never wash me,
wash me to my core!”

No half measures, no middle ground, with this man! All in or all out!

The meal, then interrupted by the host’s accusation,
“One of you is not clean!
One of you will betray me.”
Followed by Judas’ awful exit.

Then a farewell, by the host
—my children, my little ones,
where I go, you can not come.
As you have leaned on one another’s sides this meal,
now I shall go to lean on my father’s side
—abiding with God,
so that there shall be abiding places for us all.

As I leave, I give you a mandate, a command,
the Law of how to live together without me present as I have been:
“I give you a new commandment,
love one another just as I have loved you,
so that they shall know that you are my disciples.”

 

Especially with the disastrous and divine events yet to unfold
—the awful Passion of Good Friday,
I imagine they stumbled out of the upper room saying,
“What a weird meal!”
“What just happened?”
“Well, that was kind of odd!”

And it is in that mess:
the ambiguous goodbyes, the betrayals, the overwrought extra,
the surprise and discomfort and disorder
in that wild mix that is the Body of Christ
—that love holds it all together.

 

Love,
not an option, but a command
—not as we ought, but as we are able

Love,
not a means to an end, but the end itself!
not an abstraction, but the very muck of community.

Love,
not ours to command or conjure, but because of him! Because of Jesus!
not from our lifeblood, to pour out like an empty cup,
but because Jesus abides with us
and has brought to us abundant life!

This love! His Love! This Love is commanded is the Love first given; this is the Love of Jesus!

Thanks be to God! Amen.

Tuesday, April 15, 2025

A rephrasing of St. John Chrysostom's Paschal Homily

         Are any of you devout and God-loving? Then enjoy this fair and radiant triumph.

        Are any of you good and wise servants? Then enter into our Lord’s joy with rejoicing of your own!

        Are any of you wearied from your Lenten fast? If so, receive now your reward!

 

        If any of you labored from the first hour, receive your just payment.

        If you arrived at the third hour, now is the Thankful Feast!

        If you got here at the sixth hour, in no way be doubtful, for in no way will you suffer loss.

        If you were delayed even to the 9th hour, come on close, neither doubt nor fear a single thing!

        If you tarried until the 11th hour, don’t let your lateness make you fearful; the Honorable Master receives the last just like the first!

        He gives rest and restoration to the one who comes at the 11th hour, as well as the laborer who was here since the first hour. He is merciful to the last and pleased by the first! To one he gives, to the other he bestows; He receives work and welcomes intention. He both honors the deed and praises the offering!

 

        Therefore, all y’all enter into the Lord’s joy! 1st and 2nd both receive your reward! Rich and Poor, exult together!

 

        You sober and you slothful—honor this day!

        You that kept the fast and you that… well… didn’t… both of you, be glad!

        Look, the table is bows inward with its bounty—delight in it everyone!        The calf is fatted, let no one go hungry.

Let’s all enjoy the feast of faith; the riches of goodness, receive them as a gift.

Let no one anywhere bewail their poverty, for the universal Kingdom is revealed!

Let no one weep for their transgressions, for forgiveness dawned from the tomb!

Let no one fear death, for the death of our Savior has set us free. It smothered him, and he descended into Hades, and now Hades is his prisoner of war!

It tore into his flesh for a taste, and oh it was bitter!

It’s like Isaiah said, when he cried: "Hades was embittered when it encountered him below."

It was embittered, for it was abolished.

It was embittered, for it was mocked.

It was embittered, for it was slain.

It was embittered, for it was overthrown.

It was embittered, for it was fettered.

It received a body and encountered God.

It received earth and met heaven.

It received that which it saw and fell to what it did not see.

O death, where is thy sting? O hades, where is thy victory?

Christ is risen, and thou art cast down.

Christ is risen, and the demons are fallen.

Christ is risen, and the angels rejoice.

Christ is risen, and life flourisheth.

Christ is risen, and there is none dead in the tombs.

For Christ, being risen from the dead, is become the first-fruits of them that have fallen asleep. To Him be glory and dominion unto the ages of ages. Amen.

Thursday, April 10, 2025

A Paschal Homily for All who Seek the Living Among the Dead



“They came to the tomb.” Mary and some other women, came to clean and care for the body of their beloved teacher and friend, Jesus.

They entered the empty tomb, and they did not find the body.

When you try to grasp this scene with your sacred imagination, what is it like?
-Is it sunny, or still dark?
-The spice, can you smell it? Has the scent seeped out of its container?
-How many women are at the tomb?

Dr. Barbara Lundblad, who presented at the New Jersey Synod’s Ministerium Day this year, speculated that we know of 12 women in Luke’s Gospel who were in Jerusalem at the time of his crucifixion and resurrection.
4 Marys,
Joanna, Susanna, Martha,
as well as 5 unnamed women.

These women—between 2 and 12 of ‘em—they were confronted with:
shimmering people
—terrifying angels
—Heavenly messengers,
who ask, “Why do you look for the living among the dead?”
And then the women are instructed to remember.

Prayer

                Mother Mary, “Why do you look for the living among the dead?”

Remember! That song you sang that scattered the proud of heart, toppled thrones, lifted up the lowly, and filled the empty with good things!
What tasks your son was set apart to do!

 

Residents of Nain: Unnamed Widow and woman called “Sinner” “Why do you look for the living among the dead?”

Remember! That strange meeting
—mourning your only son, meeting God’s only Son.
He was moved in the guts—moved with compassion
—and that son of yours once lost, alive again!
You cried out, “God has come to help his people!”

Remember! That deep kindness you offered to Jesus
—perfume and tears, anointing him with kisses
—just like now… again…
but this time anointing him for burial.

But the religious leaders named you sinner,
and acted as if associating with you was a mark against Jesus
—but he named it all as hospitality! Love! Forgiveness! Faithfulness!

 

Jairus’ daughter and woman with the flow of blood—“Why do you look for the living among the dead?”

Remember! Your father’s pleading, “my only child! Save her!”
“Be not afraid! Trust!
Talitha Kumi—Child get up!”

Remember! Being healed and then being noticed.
Noticed, not stigmatized for that miserable flow of blood.
Declared Daughter! Your faith was named and uplifted!

 

Mary and Martha, “Why do you look for the living among the dead?”

Remember! Serving Jesus. Sitting at Jesus’ feet!
Drawn to the one necessary thing
—his presence.

 

Dear woman, bent over for over 18 long years, “Why do you look for the living among the dead?”

Remember! He freed you from bondage, that Holy day!
He declared the Sabbath as a day of liberation!
He straightened your back up
and you praised God!

 

“Why do you look for the living among the dead?” Remember!

                If it seems an idle tale, a delirious testimony—Remember!
Remember that Jesus draws us to him, is present with us, calls us Children of God!
Remember that Jesus Makes us faithful and allows us to praise God!

                If you are amazed or terrified—Remember!
Remember Jesus’ compassion and liberation!
Remember that Jesus uplifts and gives life!

                If you are wondering or perplexed—Remember!
Remember that Jesus is our salvation and forgiveness!
Remember
—On the Third Day He Shall Rise Again!

               

Night bows to the Easter dawn,
and the first fruits of a new creation wake!

The burial perfume can not be held in that small tomb
—it spills out and things have never been the same
—heaven is loose,
and humanity is forever stained by the sacred!

The witnesses,
be there 2 or 12 or multitudes upon multitudes
—these Gospel Bearers,
they testify,
“The Grave tried to tie him up,
but the Grave alone stayed bound.”
“Bitter Death snarled and snapped at him,
but could only grind its teeth in despair.”

“O death, where is thy sting?
O hades, where is thy victory?”

“Christ has triumphed!
He is living!
Alleluia, alleluia, alleluia!”

Thursday, April 03, 2025

Sermon: The Ache

                If you’ve spent a bit of time with me,
asked me questions about where the Church is going,
you’re aware that I think very highly of Richard Beck,
a psychologist and prison chaplain who spends a lot of time thinking about secular habits
—or disenchantment as he calls it.

                He uses the example of the Selective Attention Test to get to the heart of the matter.
Participants watch a video of people passing a ball to each other, and are told to be ready to write down who has the ball at the end of the video.
What they don’t know, is that a man in a gorilla suit is going to walk through the game of catch…
and because the observers are so focused on the ball, most people never notice the gorilla. So too, Beck says, modern people
—the day-to-day habits we have, mask our ability to notice God in the world.
We’ve traded meaningful things for measurable things
and the mystical for moral.

                That’s why we mark:
God Conversations,
Praying for People,
 and now Invitations to Church, with marbles…
it helps us notice the gorilla in the room…
it helps us move beyond the “Secular Frame”
and see a bit of what is going on outside the picture,
outside the box…

                And the thing about Beck’s framing of all this, is that it isn’t “vile secularists” out “there” trashing the faith or something like that,
instead it is Christians who don’t believe our own story!

                In addition to marking God moments,
one of the ways we can express and experience and share our faith in our secular world is to name “The Ache.”
The smallness of measuring without meaning,
and morality without the mystical…
the loss of Beauty and friendship,
poetry and prayer,
reflection and gratitude
—that all are part of the secular package.

The Ache
—not only an experience of our present moment,
but in every age,
every human way of life,
has its own ache…
-In Jesus’ day, “I believe… help my unbelief.”
-In Augustine’s, “We are restless until we rest in you.”
In Shakespeare’s, “There are more things in heaven and earth, Horatio, than are dreamt of in your philosophy.”

                The Ache causes us to whisper plaintively, “ImagineI wonderwhat if?

Prayer

 

                The ache broke out in Isaiah’s soul…
serving at the pleasure of princes and tyrants,
captured there in Babylon.
Imprisoned, snatched from home, hopeless…

                The Ache broke out and asked, “What if?”

                What if that story of the exodus from Egypt
—Moses’ movement through the desert to the promised land…
what if it means something now?

-What if a return is possible?

-What if Nourishment is normal,

-What if thirst can be slaked, even in the desert… even as you return!

                Imagine, a road in the desert
—a highway hastening our return!
Imagine unkosher animals
—jackals and ostriches
—ostentatiously greeting our return!

 Imagine
The former things
—this generation’s captivity
—forgotten, overcome!

                I wonder if God…

I wonder if God has a future for us!
Yes, our way of being the people of God is dying, but look!

What if God is doing a new thing!
What if God is the one who makes all things new!

 

                The ache broke out differently for Paul, the author the Philippians letter…
his was an ache of fullness,
of having something!
That can hurt too, can’t it?

                The Ache broke out and asked, “What if?”

                What if you lost it all?
That’s the tragic question that prods so many of our decisions
especially the bad ones, right?
Its why we buy insurance,
on our cars and health and homes and appliances, and even our life. “What if I lost it all?” Insurance, an assurance that we won’t be left with nothing!
An assurance that at least some of what we lose with be retained.

                But imagine, if there was something…
something more,
something greater than the mystery of one’s birth,
the zeal of one’s convictions,
greater than the violence with which we defend ourselves…

                I wonder what would make giving it all up
—every last thing
—transformative
loosing it all
—a triumph, not a tragedy?

I wonder, would I then press on,
keep going through suffering…
in the face of this decaying world
—trusting that a new creation is possible,
is coming to birth?

                What if it is not a something
—this precious something, but a someone?
The one who is righting, redeeming, the whole world
—I want to know Christ and the power of his resurrection!

               

                The ache broke out at that strange banquet in Bethany.
Mary and Martha and Lazarus coming to terms with death and life.
Judas judging extravagant generosity based on its ROI
—Return on Investment.

                The Ache broke out and asked, “What if?”

                What if Judas had known the gift of that moment—priceless…
present with his Savior for a meal
—as one of his followers
—still a disciple,
still six days to be with him!
A supper that isn’t the last one
—isn’t charged with the awful electricity of betrayal.
“Judas lean here beside me, while you still got me!”

                Imagine Charity…
not this beautiful word now broken,
cheapened until it is nothing more than a tense transaction
—maybe you get a tote bag afterwards
—that’s Judas’ sense of it…

but instead charity faithful flowing from it’s origin
Charitas
—love, a generous sacrifice that is not a sacrifice but a joy
—that’s what Mary’s gift was!

I wonder at that room…
its brave example is stunning…
instead of hiding from the frightening specter of Lazarus’ recent time in the tomb,
hiding from death—they leaned into it!
Martha take that that shade lurking in the corner and pour it out as an offering.
The scent of the tomb becoming the celebration of the meal!

What if the revived Lazarus gets to see a foretaste of the feast to come,
that banquet we all yearn and wait and ache for
—and taste every Sunday?
This whole scene is a sign of it!
Death’s wicked scent met and matched by an anointing.
New life lived with family and fellow disciples.
A gracious meal, a gracious host
—all pointing to the Resurrected One,
in whom we have life!

 

The ache breaks out here among us,
just out of the frame, a flicker in our peripheral vision,
in our yearning and our loss,
in our hunger and our love.

The Ache breaks out and asks, “What if?”

Amen.

Tuesday, April 01, 2025

On Libraries

               Without exposing the banal and heroic blow by blow of small-town life and politics to the whole wide internet, my township attempted to close our library. A swift bipartisan response turned things around, at least for now. And it got me thinking about libraries.

Growing up out west, a town with a library sent a certain message, it said: this isn’t just a place where people have settled, this is a place where people live. Opening a library, it was a beacon of civilization; there is a beating heart here! This is a community that has made a commitment to each other, even to those as yet unborn!

              So much of who we are as people, individually and collectively, is wrapped up in our routine activities, our habits. A town with a library is a town that has established habits, civic habits! We do things in a certain way so that when things are scrambled and weird, we have established patterns to pull back to, to catch us. One such civic habit, I would suggest, is searching for answers and socializing in a library. Having that kind of space for habitual free inquiry is woven into our democracy.

In Robert Putman’s famed book Bowling Alone (as well as the recent film Join or Die) he noticed the disappearance of “Third Places”, spaces that were neither work nor home, where people could meet and be together. This kind of loss had disastrous consequences, everything from increased crime to political polarization to intergenerational breakdowns.

The library is a third place that remains! In our little township it is one of the few third places that are open year-round and free. If our country is founded on freedom of association and assembly, then fostering local places where that can happen is important!

I have seen the beauty of freedom of association and assembly up close and firsthand at our library. As one of the 25 members of the Thursday Evening Book Club, I can tell you: seeing three generations of one family all showing up to talk books (and a forth generation in that family identifying our library as his library!)… seeing Republicans and Democrats engaged in deep discussion and even disagreements that breaks upon non-partisan lines, because it is about the space race or what a giraffe symbolizes or the nature of amnesia or the origin of video games—is healthier for our township than most any other activity available!

Libraries are signs of civilization, they inculcate civic habits that are healthy, and are third places where bonds of trust can be established, even as information is gathered and imaginations are stoked! I’m so glad we still have our library!

Saturday, March 22, 2025

Sunday's sermon, today: Questions of Jesus

 “Did Pilate’s Galilean victims get what was coming to them?”

“How about the dead in Siloam, did they do something to deserve it?”

“Why should this stunted fig tree be wasting the soil?”

            Today’s lesson from Luke’s Gospel is packed with questions—implied, as well as asked aloud.
Questions, that, if reflected upon, can lead us down roads of thought that can kill us, or raise us from the dead—that’s what Scripture does to its hearer after all… Law and Gospel
Questions that:
-Move us from Reaction to Response

-Through the narrow path between Randomness and Responsibility,
-And let us rest, Repentant and Rooted in God’s goodness.

Reaction & Response, 
Randomness & Responsibility, 
Repentant & Rooted.

Let us pray

 

From Reaction to Response

            Those Galileans Pilate brutalized, 
profaning the pilgrims’ offering with the pilgrims’ blood
—what’s your take?
Lead with your gut, shoot from the hip, these are your kinfolk after all! 
Just lay it all out there! What’s your hot take… what’s your reaction? 
Just double down on whatever your first impulse is
—don’t think, just speak, consequences be damned. 
Re-Act.

            No… 
slow down… 
don’t re-act… re-spond... 
            Respond… Do you really know what that word means?
To Pledge Again.
You pledge allegiance to a flag
—pledge too, to be faithful no matter the situation. Even when something rips your guts out
—try to find a beat, 
a pause,
so you respond instead of react
—when faced with the impossible, find room for a loving pause.

            Am I doubling down, or allowing for a loving pause?

 

Randomness and Responsibility

            In that loving pause—we come face to face with the question of “Theodicy” framed by playwright Archibald MacLeish as, “If God is God can God be good, and if God is good can God be God?”

            As with most theological questions, there is an “O’ So Human” component lurking in the shadows—questions of Randomness and Responsibility.

            Things like that don’t just happen, do they?
Clearly, they did something wrong! 
Clearly, there is a way to avoid that fate! 
If I just
—Eat Right, Avoid Rush Hour, Hug My Child, Get My Taxes in On Time, Wash My Hands, and Always Use My Turn Signal
—I’ll be fine…

            A belief that the Galileans and the Siloam dead did something wrong
—that there are ways to do the right thing, 
and in so doing avoid such an evil fate
            …Is at best incomplete, and Jesus names it as such. 
There is an element of randomness to this world that we cannot control.

            Control… That’s what we want
—what we hope for with so much of our machinations
—control. 
A magic formula
—a spell of sorts
—that sorts out life for us and allows us to avoid all evil… 
And there is no such spell.

 

            Now hear me clear,
that’s not to say that there are no consequences to our actions
—cause does lead to effect… 
but so many of those consequences are downstream ones… 
for example, if you fertilize too close to the streams edge, 
there will be algae blooms in the aquafer… 
Maybe not your problem, but certainly a consequence…

 

            Or think of the book “All the King’s Men”
—a fictionalized account of the rise of Huey P. Long
—who essentially become Dictator of Louisiana… 
In the book a contractor used shoddy bricks to build a school
—eventually a wall falls down and kills children… 
this leads the Long character to lead a populist campaign, 
that eventually gives him total control of his state, 
and he corrupts everyone his rule touches…

A whole state corrupted, on account of shoddy masonry… 
downstream effects… 
consequences cast a wide net

responsibility… 

            When Cain asked, “Am I my brother’s keeper?” Am I responsible for Abel? God’s implicit response was… yes… yes, in fact, you are.

            We are interconnected
—we share the same stream. 
We’re not an island
—but a continent, connected…

When navigating the tight space between randomness and responsibility, we ought to ask: 
            Am I being drawn to control or to connection?

 

Repentance and Roots

            Repent! Bear fruit! Offer figs, that’s what fig trees do!

            Am I bearing fruit?

Repent… in Luke’s Gospel there are two interconnected meanings for this word:
Repentance is a chance to change… 
-That’s how John the Baptist describes his baptism… 
-that’s how Zaccheus experiences becoming Jesus’ disciple… 
-that colors the story of the Prodigal son…

Repentance is meeting God and being mended… 
-that’s Peter’s call story… 
-that’s the Tax Collector’s wail that Jesus points out as acceptable to the LORD!... 
-encountering a loving Father and being made whole—that too is found in the Parable of the Prodigal we’ll be seeing in skit form next week.

            An encounter with the Divine—a time of transformation
—that’s Repentance.

 

            That’s being Rooted in God’s Grace as well…

            What would happen if you were given another year?
Another year with a loved one. Another year to get your affairs in order. Another year free and clear. 

            As I asked you all on Ash Wednesday, that hyper-Lutheran question—What do I do, now that I don’t need to doanything?

            

“Why should this stunted fig tree be wasting the soil?”

“How about the dead in Siloam, did they do something to deserve it?”

“Did Pilate’s Galilean victims get what was coming to them?”

            Questions that ruminate upon:
Reaction & Response— Am I doubling down, or allowing for a loving pause?
Randomness & Responsibility— Am I being drawn to control or to connection?
Repentance & being Rooted— What do I do, now that I don’t need to do anything?

Amen.

Friday, March 07, 2025

Discipleship in a 4D World Session 5: Disenchantment and Conclusion—Esther



              In order to consider the finally of our 4 Ds, Disenchantment, we’ll take a look at one of the two book of the Bible that doesn’t mention God, the book of Esther. Like the Judges Bible Study, we’ll be reading through a whole lot of the book, luckily it is a little smaller book than Judges.

 

Chapter 1: The King puts away his wife and sets up an empire wide beauty pageant

              The first chapter of Esther sets up the situation, how would a Jewish woman become the Queen of Persia?

 

Esther 2:15-18—Esther becomes the new queen of Persia

15-Esther’s cousin, Mordecai, has become her adopted Father.

16-Just to place the narrative in time, King Ahasuerus is a Hebraization of King Xerxes.

 

Esther 2:19-23—A Plot!

20-Perhaps stating the obvious, but antisemitism, or at least anti-Judaism, is alive in the ancient world. There is a reason Esther isn’t advertising that she’s of the tribe.

21-As a rule, Eunuchs were trusted advisors because they can’t create their own dynasty, so they ought to be more loyal and less likely to plot and rebel.

23-Keep this archive in mind throughout the book, it is Chekhov’s gun on the mantle in scene 1.

 

Chapter 3: Enter Haman

At base chapter 3 sets up the tension between Haman, Xerxes’ right-hand man, and Mordecai. Haman requires that he be worshipped, Mordecai refuses. Haman finds out Mordecai won’t worship him because he’s a Jew. So Haman seeks to kill all Jews.

As we think about the disenchanted nature of Esther it is worth noting that humans like Haman are seeking god-like elevation, even in a book that never mentions God or gods!

 

Esther 4:9-17—Esther agrees to save her people

9-Hathach is functioning as the in-between between Mordecai and Esther at court.

11-As with Haman, note that there is a graven elevation of the Emperor.

13-Even as Queen, Esther isn’t safe. We can think back to chapter one, where Xerxes previous Queen was deposed rather quickly.

14-Mordecai has a faith that the Jewish people will be delivered. He also holds out hope that Esther’s elevation wasn’t happenstance, but instead happened for a reason!

16-Esther decides, she will risk it all!

 

Chapter 5: Esther butters up the Emperor, Haman prepares to lynch Mordecai

 

Esther 6:1-9—A saving coincidence

1-The Emperor’s sleepless night leads him back to the archives from chapter 2.

4-Haman’s is seeking Mordecai’s death.

6-Haman misunderstands as thinks that the Emperor is talking about himself.

9-What Haman desires for Haman is instead given to Mordecai, who Haman wishes to punish.

 

Chapter 7: Mordecai and Haman switch fortunes

Just as Mordecai receives the reward that Haman wishes for himself in chapter 6, in chapter 7 Haman receives the punishment he wishes to do to Mordecai.

 

Chapter 8: A grand reversal for all the Jews

Finally, just as Mordecai’s fortunes are reversed, so too all the Jews in the Empire, they receive good despite Haman’s desire to destroy them.

 

Esther 9:24-28—A summary, Purim explained

24-This is an etymological explanation of the name Purim; to put it into today’s vernacular, we call our holiday Dice, because Haman threw the die and failed.

28-Purim is celebrated in March.

 

Chapter 10: It was a Grand Triumph

 

My working definition of Disenchantment is to lose the habit of paying attention to the Holy.

 

What’s Esther have to do with Disenchantment?

-God is unnamed, save Purim itself, there are no religious rituals.

-There is, in the background, a sense of something fateful going on, I think this can help us think about cracks in our secular framework.

-It is worth noting that without worship secular things, in Esther especially secular authorities, become venerated. Haman’s conflict with Mordechai begins with Haman’s desire to be worshipped, and Esther’s interaction with her husband the Emperor is especially dangerous because the Emperor has been elevated to the status of a god.

 

3 ways to think about Disenchantment:

-There is a famous experiment, the selective attention test, where subjects are shown a video of people throwing a ball and are told to keep track of the ball. At the end of the video, the watchers are asked when the Gorilla walked through the room, and most people never saw the person in a gorilla mask walking through the video. So too our religious habits. If we keep our eyes on only secular things, we’ll miss God walking through the room. What we seek is what we see.

-Richard Beck argues the Reformation and the Enlightenment both focused our attention in a way that misses some of what God is up to in the world. The Reformation focuses us on Morality to the exclusion of the Mystical, and the Enlightenment focuses us on measurable things to the exclusion of their meaning. As I’ve written elsewhere, Beck is painting with the broadest of brushes.

-There was a time when people would regularly make pilgrimage to a small town in Wales where there was a well filled with eels. These eels were said to be the descendants of eels that interacted with a particular saint and were thus seen as having magical properties. These days, no one makes pilgrimage to see these magic eels. The enchantment of holy people and places has left us, in this disenchanted world, a world bereft of pilgrimages and saints. Because we don’t look for those things, we have lost them.

 

Examples of Enchantment:

-When we mark sacred time, we take sabbaths and celebrate festivals. When space is sacred, we celebrate the sacraments and travel to places important to the faith. When holy people are pointed out, we recognize those of the faith who have gone before us, namely saints.

-Liturgical church moves us through sacred time with a lectionary and liturgical calendar, the sacraments remind us that matter matters, and our sanctuaries are more likely to exhibit some form of beauty than our non-liturgical hyper-protestant siblings.

-The Contemplative tradition pushes us to notice the sacred in the everyday. Praying before decisions and reflecting on the highs and lows of a day before bed are both small practical examples of this deep tradition.

-Charismatic Christianity refuses to amputate the heart during worship. Both preaching and the reception of preaching tries to notice the romance of God’s story. Ideally the repeated cycle of faith in this tradition begins with receptivity—waiting for God to act, gratitude—recognizing when God acts and being thankful, and then finally testifying—telling people about the good thing that has taken place.

-The Celtic tradition also offers a window into an enchanted world. On one hand, there is the concept of Thin Places—locations that feel sacred in the different way than most places (the two times I’ve been particularly aware of thin places was at an 800 year old monastery turned youth retreat centre I worked at one year, as well as at the ruins of a Mosque/Church/Synagogue/Temple at Har Maggido). On the other hand there is sacred friendship—that there can be friendships that deepen our faith lives for our whole lives, opening up understandings of grace you might never experience otherwise.

 

Challenges:

-We do live in a modern/post-modern world. For every sacred habit we’ve formed, we’re also informed by dozens of secular ones. I would venture that the average Christian has their wills formed by advertisements more than by scripture and prayer. By and large questions of morality ethics and even beauty—once addressed within a religious context—have been offloaded to partisan silos that were never intended hold their heft, and it warps both faith and politics. Why ask our Sacred Loving Parent for assistance, when Amazon Prime will get us something that will fill that desire within 48 hours?

To be clear, I’m not pushing us into little Christian enclaves like Evangelicals did in the ‘90s, or encouraging us to put on blinders—but it is worth noting that the way we live our lives is not neutral for our ability to trust in God at all.

-If church is seen as solely about creating good people, and Matthew 13, Romans 7, and the Lutheran tradition are right that we continue to be Simul Justus et Peccator, Simultaneously Saint and Sinner, even as Christians, then Churches will be seen as failures. If the measure of a successful church is the number of angelic humans it produces, then people are right to leave the church!

-For that matter, if measurable results are the only way to interpret what is going on in a congregation—the cold hard facts of the Enlightenment—then Church becomes just another numbers game. Church is nothing more than its budget and its attendance figures. Once that secular frame envelopes a congregation, denomination, or the big C Church, any of the actual vitality that makes a church what it is, implodes.

 

Possibility:

-When we engage with the secular world—which in this day and age simply means the world, because we’re all caught up in its frame—the best witness we have is to name “The Ache.” That is, our task is an imaginative one, a speculative one, a what-if adventure. “What if there is a God?” “Imagine how the world would be different if abundance, not scarcity is God’s desire for the world!” “I wonder how I would live my life differently if I manna in the wilderness and a resurrected messiah were on offer.” The secular frame can feel like a straitjacket, giving the imagination room to say, “I wish” or “That would be nice” may be witness enough these days, even when just witnessing to ourselves!

-Two other parts of life that are in the Church’s wheelhouse are beauty and friendship. These are both things that don’t fit easily into the Enlightenment’s frame of reference, because they in fact are not things at all. They are gifts, gifts that are good unto themselves, and also point to deeper spiritual realities.

-Finally, I think it is worth naming the places where I’ve tried to re-enchant my congregation. We’ve shared inter-generational wisdom in a way that made the Biblical Sages speak afresh to our realities. We’ve went out of our way to have God Conversations with our neighbors, and since then we’ve used that same way of doing things to notice when we’re praying and when we’re inviting our neighbors. I think all of these actions create holy habits that widen our ability to trust in God and notice when God is at work in the world.

 

Perhaps we can hope for an Enchanting Church!

 

Conclusion:

              These 4Ds we’ve reflected on in these 5 sessions are all very real challenges to the Church. Hiding our heads in the sand and pretending they aren’t shaping our lives is an unfaithful posture in the world. Neither fighting against them or capitulating to them are good options. Instead we ought to be in conversation with them—as we ought to be with the zeitgeist of every age. We ought to engage with the 4Ds in light of scripture, and in so doing find where the Holy Spirit is pushing and pulling, transforming and tackling the spirit of this age.

              The faithful actions of Daniel—off in Babylon no cultural supports for his faith on offer—helps us re-imagine our Disestablished world, imagine afresh faithful ways to partner with our neighbors.

              The cyclical tribal life of Judges—trying to uphold the glory of God while dispersed—points us to our radically decentralized world, a world where a small nimble church can have outsized impacts.

              The book of Acts tells the story of Pentecost—the early church chasing the Holy Spirit as it is continually active among people and in places none of the Disciples would have dared to imagine—that story helps us to navigate demographic shifts, embracing an authentic diversity that looks like the neighborhoods in which congregations reside.

              The book of Esther, silent about the most present character in all of scripture, God—showcases how that absence is experienced, both by the faithful and those who seek to be affirmed as godlike themselves—helps us to name the ache of our disenchanted world, and by naming it allows us to turn around and become enchanted again.

              In short, the way forward is:

A Partnering, Nimble, Authentically Diverse, and Enchanted Church.

              We as Church need to try on a few new roles: partnership crafter, wave rider, sacred scientist, and soul shepherd.

Monday, March 03, 2025

Ash Wednesday: Riddles

            One of the oldest riddles in the world goes like this: “There is a house. One enters it blind and comes out seeing. What is it?” (A School)… 

Perhaps the ages have made it cease to pack a punch… 

            So how about this one: “What has many teeth but can’t bite?” (A Comb)

            Or: “What is always in front of you, but can’t be seen?” (The Future)

 

            Or, how about some Lenten Riddles:

When is a return not a return?

When are secrets seen?

When is having nothing, possessing everything?

Prayer

 

When is a return not a return?

            Our lesson from Isaiah was written in response to the worst of experiences—hopes dashed. The Exiles had returned from Babylon, rebuilt… and found that all was not well—the extraordinary promises of God were so very ordinary… their life together didn’t live up to the hype—the hype Isaiah himself had preached up until then.

            And this discontinuity between the promise and his present, leads Isaiah to look how those promises were spent.

            You rebuilt the temple
—to turn a blind eye to injustice!
Doing religious work to sooth your bad conscience at the way you treat your workers!

            You were freed from Babylon
—to oppress and enslave your own people?
To deny the homeless and the naked even the basest of dignity?

            We came back together again
—to quarrel and to fight?
To hide from your siblings,
or cover it all up with a shallow nationalism?

            If that’s all this was for, God have mercy.

            But if our religion empowers us to: 
side with the little guy against the bully, 
embrace the needy, 
do kindness to our kin and all those in need of care… 
            that might be a compelling faith
            —a righteous nation, 
            a city on a hill!

When is a return not a return?: When Religion is used as a smokescreen for injustice and evil.

 

When are secrets seen?

            As Jesus states starkly, there are always dangers to spiritual practices, for example:
Hypocrisy—doing a public act, in order to hide one’s private nature.
Idolatry—confusing the thing, with what it points to.

Selfishness—making the religious act about you, instead of the transcendent or the neighbor.

 

            If we need to show off, we aren’t doing it right, 
but if God shows forth through our day to day, 
our generosity, our piety, our consciousness
            Perhaps our practice has found the mark. 

 

            I pray, in this season of Lent, that we avoid every pitfall, abandon empty forms, and instead fill our hearts with the good that comes from God our Holy Parent
—authenticity, devotion, and altruism.
That these 40 days will make us more fully who we are—baptized Children of God.
Ground us, 
center us, 
remind us of the core of Christianity.

            When are secrets seen? When empty forms, become heart-filled treasures!

 

When is having nothing, possessing everything?

            The Apostle Paul describes his ministry as a cruciform kind of thing
—cross shaped… 
God hidden in God’s opposite… 

            A kind of ministry that clings to Jesus’ beatitudes
—blessing the cursed, 
present with the cursed
—endurance, affliction, imprisonment, hunger and sleepless nights.
            A ministry that is beyond reproach
being all things to all people
—so the goodness of God might be known through him
Purity, patience, kindness, love and truth.
            Paul fashions himself as an ambassador of God’s goodness in the face of all kinds of things, his life poured out for the good news, as good news.

-Punished, yet alive, sorrowful yet rejoicing, poor, yet enriching, empty, yet having everything.

            When is having nothing, possessing everything?: When we are possessed by God… nothing becomes everything when that nothing is 
the mark of the nail in Christ’s hand, 
the spear thrust into his sacred side
—nothing is everything, 
when it meets the Word that creates out of nothing.

 

            And, I have one more Lenten Riddle for you
—one that flows out of that creative work of God

One that allows us to hold onto the challenges of tonight’s scriptures:
-Isaiah’s warning of religious practice as a smokescreen, 
-Jesus’ promise of heavenly treasure, 
-Paul’s ministry possessed by the innate creativity of God.

            In the face of all that
—a final riddle, reveling in God’s grace, 
the profound freedom offered to us this Lent and every single day
—that allows us to engage in spiritual practice at all
One that I hope rumbles around in you these 40 days: 
What do I do, now that I don’t need to do anything?

What do I do, now that I don’t need to do anything?

Amen.

Friday, February 28, 2025

Discipleship in a 4D World Session 4: Demographic Shift—Pentecost

 


Acts 2:1-21 The Redemption of Babel

Acts 2:1-6—The Spirit Acts of Pentecost

1-The day of Pentecost these folk have gathered together for, is the celebration of the giving of the first five books of Moses. That’s why people from all over the known world were gathered in Jerusalem.

3-There is a symbolism that sometimes gets missed when reading about the tongues of fire—they are a prophetic image: words, voices, mouths, set apart to speak of holy things. Think of Isaiah’s call, lips touched with sacred coals, or God putting words into Jeremiah’s mouth, or Ezekiel being told to “eat scroll!”

4-It is worth remembering that the Bible is multiple books, and therefore things that seem similar aren’t always the same. Case in point, this “speaking in tongues” is an act of human communication—the point is that people who speak different languages are all able to hear the good news, Jesus is Lord. This is different than the “speaking in tongues” Paul confronts in 1st Corinthians, that was not human communication, but “angelic communication.” Some scholars name this as a pagan practice—think the oracle of Delphi—that’s why Paul disparages the practice. At Pentecost we see a widening of the sharing of the Gospel, in Corinth it was an act of non-communication/confused communication.

5-Again, Pentecost is a big festival, you have Jews coming to Jerusalem from all over. A good audience to tell “The Messiah came, Rome, in collusion with the Temple Authorities, killed him, and he rose from the dead vindicating his identity, and is still Lord!”

 

Acts 2:7-11—Hearing Good News in Your Vernacular

7-Maybe I’m showing my Wyoming/Dakotas roots here, but I hear “They’re Galileans” as the equivalent of “These are bumpkins!”

8-So, just repeating, Pentecost is about translation—communicating the Gospel to people who would otherwise not hear it. These days we have a lot of Christians who claim to be “Pentecostal” or “Apostolic” and read this chapter as justification for everything from semi-audible mumbles expressing the inexpressible to shouting nonsense words on account of peer pressure to fortune telling—that’s not what’s going on at Pentecost—again might be what’s going on at Corinth, but not Acts 2; Pentecost is about proclaiming “Jesus is Lord” in ways that a diversity of people understand.

10-It is worth noting that, while Judaism is not as a rule a proselytizing religion, there were still non-Jews who were attached to the faith. Non-Jews came to Judaism for a whole variety of reasons, everything from “marrying in” to embracing the logic of monotheism to admiring the ethics of the faith. So, when Proselytes are mentioned that’s probably who they’re talking about.

 

Acts 2:12-15—A variety of responses to the Holy Spirit

12-13-From the start of Luke’s Gospel (look at Mary compared with Zechariah, for example) it consistently describes people encountering God at work as Perplexed/Pondering, or Disbelieving.

15-I find this line intentionally funny, again these “bumpkins” can’t imagine a situation where someone would not be sober at 9am.

 

Acts 2:16-21—The Message

17-In the last days—at the point where God is intervening in history and we’re moving from one era to another era.

Sons/Daughters, Young/Old—all these dichotomies are ways of saying everyone! When God does a new thing, everyone will participate! No barriers to proclaiming what God is up to in the world! No barriers to the Holy Spirit and the good news “Jesus is Lord!”

19-20-This description echoes the plagues in Egypt—it is that kind of liberation we’re talking about!

Day of the Lord—Much like the phrase the last days, this is pointing to a time/the time when God is making all things right. By citing Joel, Peter/Luke is telling the crowd that Jesus’ life death and resurrection, as well as the proclamation of the Church, is how God is making all things new! A resurrected world to meet the resurrected Messiah!

 

My working definition of Demographic Shift—A significant change in a population structure over time.

 

What’s Acts have to do with Demographic Shift?

-A diversity of the Jewish diaspora is present in Jerusalem, is gathered in.

-Who constitutes the people doing God’s new thing, shifts. Everyone who calls upon the Lord is the new boundary marker.

-If we were to continue beyond chapter 2 of Acts and read the whole of Acts, a pattern emerges; the Church continually runs into the Holy Spirit working with “strange” people. The population structure of the people of God changed rather rapidly in the book of Acts.

 

3 Stories to think about Demographic Shift:

-Imagine a church, let’s call it St. Elsewhere, founded in the late 40s or early 50s. The founding Pastor looks through the newspaper every Friday for the notices of new residents. Every time a German sounding name pops up, he goes by and says hi to the new people. They flock to the church, pretty soon they invite their neighbors, both German and not. Next thing you know St. Elsewhere is a staple of the community—the demographics of the congregation and the demographics of the town overlap. Fast forward to 2010, the congregation hasn’t changed much demographically, it still has a German-American core and is mainly white. The surrounding city, however, is now 40% non-white. St. Elsewhere calls a new Pastor who stumbles upon an idea, evangelizing to the Guyanese population of the town will yield similar results to the founding Pastor’s evangelism to German Americans. The Guyanese people are incredibly diverse, their heritages running the gamut from European to African, Indigenous to Indian. As such, the congregation begins to look more like the neighborhood, and that diversity is attractive.

-Consider these demographic statistics:

1950-87% of Americans were European. 2010-64% were European.

1950-0.2% of Americans were Asian, in 2010-5% were Asian.

1950-5% of Americans were Latino, in 2010-16% were Latino.

-Or, moving from race to income, think about the shifting economic realities the church faces:

Between 1950 and 2010—10% of Americans have gone from being economically middle class to being economically lower class.

 

Challenges:

-Lutheranism can be seen as a Northern European immigrant club, instead of a dynamic faith tradition.

-Sometimes we as a church have a hard time discerning between the faithfulness of reflecting the neighborhood of which we are a part, and trying to be diverse because it is hip.

-Lutheranism tends to draw from the “Middle Class” who tend to have disposable time and money, but that’s shifted. This leads to scarcity of both volunteers and donations.

 

Possibility:

-Maybe a tightening of the belts will help us to become more creative.
For example: Lutheran Seminaries have looked at how non-Lutherans do their candidacy, having realized we were making some middle-upper class assumptions that were excluding poor people. For example, having to move 5 times in a 4-year period isn’t something everyone can afford to do, so poorer candidates drop out at a higher rate than middle class and rich ones do. Likewise, requiring a candidate to drop all other licensures to show a commitment to the candidacy process might have made sense at one point, but when candidates are being asked to find a second vocation after seminary, still being a licensed psychologist or keeping up with your CDL license would have been helpful.

-Maybe we’ll be able to see Lutheranism as a faith tradition, not an ethnic club. We have the promise of Grace and the challenge of the Theology of the Cross, that is more than enough for a faith to unpack, without functioning as an Elks club for Swedes or Danes.

-Alternatively, we can shift that ethnic club thing a few degrees, and expand out and celebrate the broad swatch of peoples who are found by Jesus through the Lutheran tradition. Crown a St. Lucia, certainly, also make pelican pendants on the day Lutheranism came to Guyana, hold an Octoberfest, and also do a big Churchwide fun run in November to honor Lutherans of Ethiopian heritage.

-As the last suggestion intimates, maybe we can start to notice how many Lutherans are coming to America, much like Northern Europeans did after the Second World War—Ethiopians, Tanzanians, Namibians, Malagasy, and Indonesians, all waiting to be invited, waiting to be welcomed just like we welcomed Lutherans 80 years ago.


So, even as Demographic Shift brings with it many challenges, I hope we can respond by becoming an authentically diverse church!